OK i knw..its been long time since i update any..hmm but i dont know why i just couldnt abandon my blog just yet..haha...memories i guess..anyway..well for the past few weeks it was just hell for me...stayed up late at night just to finish up projects and assignments...preparing for health education...at least it all ends today..free of stress and i get to sleep more than i should..haha..yeah...hmm i have to say..i've never felt so free until today..2010 has made me a changed person..i no longer have the urge to go out at night..i guess i could adapt if i want to..i cn still enjoy even during day time..yeah
9:10 AM
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Welcome 2010...haha..its been 3 mths since my last post...have my reasons for that..hmm its a new year with a new resolution..hmm definitely got to do something with my lateness...argh..hate waking up early morning but i have to and i will..i shall be more punctual for sch and attachment only...hmmwat else do i nd to change..hmm yeah i got to cut down on my drinking and smoking...no promises on quiting but for sure i will cut down and take it slow...hmm shall i not any guys this year..thats gonna be hard for me..i shall give it a try...haha..hmm i cant believe yr 2 is gonna end so soon..i feel so old now..haha...i love being a student so much that i just dont want to graduate...well i'm nt looking forward to prcp at all... somehow i'm really proud of myself to get this far..only if my mum could see that in me too..haiz
11:04 PM
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Fasting month has started and i'm so bored at home...Not really in the mood to celebrate Hari Raya.. I've been abstaining myself from alcohol...I guess i've made lesser sins this month..haha..I've been doing lots of cooking and cleaning.. haha..i guess being a traditional gal for awhile is not that bad after all...kinda miss school alot..i miss evrybody...haiz...not really looking forward to attachment..I hope i do well...hmm....just wanna get over with...haiz
12:31 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
OH god!!I cant sleep right now..I dont know..Probably Im worried bout the projects and exam.. I definitely cant miss out NS1..haiz... my head is spinning...hmm...yr2 is definitely tiring me out.. I've got to endure for my mum's sake.. Im doing this for her..I know what I said is just not me but I kinda mean it..I just didnt want to tell her..its not necessary anyway..we're not close anyway..ok2..hw am i gonna sleep now..ARGH!
2:04 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Oh well holiday is almost over..it was so mundane..I went ghost-hunting,riding, rotting at home and as usual facebooking..thank god the report plan is like 80% complete if there's no objection or changes made..im still thinking of doing my 7 common drugs..WALAO!! so hectic and im still rotting now..oh well im glad ryan is out of my life..i cant stand his fucking attitude..he changed alot and my feelings for him is no longer the same..im glad my twins has a girlfriend now.. he has my blessings..i miss sch so much..i hate exams...time is ticking so fast and i'm getting older which i dont like....somehow i dont want to be 18 and eexperience all this shit..i just want my life back when i was only a baby..haizzz..
12:02 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Wow..I feel like it's been so long since i blog..hmm holiday has started and i'm still planning wat to do..I still have to do planning for Nsl project..hopefully all goes well..Its been so tiring and stressful so I hope efforts won't go down the drain..Well attachment has been great and i've been confident in doing the skills but not sure bout next term..haiz...well life has been rather lonely..i'm thinking of leaving ryan and lead a simple life..i guess it was a mistake when i fell for him again..I should've just be single rite from the start..
5:09 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Frankly speaking I strongly agree with annabel. I prefer to confront you two face to face but i didnt get a chance to.I don't understand why are you guys being such hypocrites.We didnt even get to have proper group meetings. You guys didn't even want to do it together as a group. What the hell is this.You guys did all the work. CONGRATULATIONS YOU GUYS GOT WAT YOU DESERVE.!!
7:08 AM
Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
