Have you ever felt that your love was perfect?Well mine was alomost perfect since it didn't last.Love is always a problem in my life.Love is just so complicated that you just don't to fall in love,ever again.Love hurts the most.But somehow love also taught a lot of things especially when it comes to trust and faith.I donno why people keep on asking bout love issues.They think i'm an expert but they have no idea i'm in a deep shit as they are.Alright,alright i don't get all emo right.I'll chill. I hardly fall in love but when i do,i'll fall in love very deeply.However,falling in love is easy but being in love isn't.I believe i can't blame love because human is the cause of all problem.Believe me its true.
9:23 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
A friend told me that 'GOD created us when we created God'.Well it does make sense but my love for God is too strong for me to agree with him.Well from what i know religons are there to lead us in life as we grow up.I know i'm not supposed to talk bout god and religion but it just cross my mind and decided to talk bout it.Some believers even said' we are believing something we can't see' but i do feel God AT times.The changes that happens and I believe it is the work of God for he accepts my prayers.But i don't think i deserved to be loved by god but i know he will love for he is the almighty that is ALLAH.
9:04 AM
I wonder why love has to be complicated all the time.Or is it us human who is making love complicated instead.Well which ever it is,love always hurts me.Why must love exist？People always came up to me for advice especially love thinking that i was an expert but they never knew that i was a failure when it comes to love.Sigh.For now, i donno wat to do with myself.Should i fall in love again but wat if i'll get hurt again.I'm just so weak inside.When i have no love,i'm desperate for it and when i've found love,problems started crop up.Gosh when will all this freaking crap end man.Sorry if i sounded rude or anything but somehow i need to let go my anger and it's good enough that i don't use vulgarities. I only had a perfect love once and it was a mixture of beauty and sweetness.That relationship made me belive that true love do exist.Although i was young then but i believe it was real love.When i broke up with him,he cried and it just touches my heart.I broke up with him not because of third party or anything like that.I have my reasons why.I kind of regret breaking up with him but i no longer can be with him.I know i will never find another guy like him for he's the only one that can occupy my heart. When i fall in love,i fall in love very deeply.To be honest falling in love is easy but being in love is hard.But when u can overcome love,there's nothing left to fear including death.Amazing huh.I know.Though i've never experience it but i know what it's like.Cherish wat you have with your loved ones coz u never know what might happen next.
8:10 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
It started with a kiss when I held you under the stars, my other half from the start yes, the world was ours. Nothing else mattered and like grew to love you were my peace of mind, my angel sent from above. One thing special nobody loved me the way you do, ups and downs, without you I've never been so blue I spoiled what we had I left you to find myself, deep in depression I pushed away my wealth. It was you I always needed and now I finally see, but it seems too late you fell out of love with me. But clarity of mind has come at last, and there is this one thing I regret about my past. It's not the past itself, but a choice, I will give you a clue one that left my future cloudy, it's a future without you. You're my best friend the one I love so much, I miss your smile I miss your touch. I can't quite explain it, but I'm so in love with you I miss my angel there is nobody quite like you.
9:02 AM
I'm so confused about my life, You come and go without any strife. You tell me you love me and leave me so soon. Then you come running back, telling me you'll be true. The pain I feel inside, Makes me oh so blue. That night we met online seemed like forever. But now I wish it would have never happened. I thought I knew you, I thought I loved you, But now you have hurt me in so many ways I wish it would be over, Then I can find another. One who will love me and stay with me forever!
8:50 AM
Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
