What hurts the most is when u started to lose yourself.Your true self.For my case,I'm in a dilemma.I just seem to be weak and not knowing what to do.It's so unlike me.People who know me knows that i'm a person who wouldn't get into the breaking line easily.I was always independent and nt wanting to have a boyfriend.However,something wierd and complicated kind of happen to me. I and J fell in love.I was so happy but my happiness was short-lived.He disappeared without rhyme or reason.I broke down but got back to my feet when i dated a friend,S,who was also my classmate.We kissed but i'm not sure of my feelings for him.Suddenly,J called and he explained to me why he disappeared.He also told me he still wants to be with me. Now you can see dilemma too don't you.Well i do get great advices from Kak Juzi and my best gal Mel.Thanx for everything.Well my mind has yet to made up.Well watever my decision is I hope made the right choice.But of course i wouldn't choose both at the same time.Not my thing.Either 1 of them or none of them.
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Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
