On the 26th of july,my school had this Student Exchange Programme where students from other would come to our school to learn something that they don't do in their country.I felt ecstatic when they said it was the japanese student who will be visiting us...bt not till i tried to interpret coz they have no idea wat i was talking about.They don't understand English.I almost fainted not because of the interpretting thing but there's this hot japanese guy sitting beside.He's shy though but friendly.I managed to take photo of him with me.I donno bout wat other ppl think of him coz I know he's definitely my type.HAHA.....Well I will never forget this moment.Peace out..........
10:13 PM
I sat down to do my homework, but all my thoughts just distracted me. I like to reminisce about the past to hide my present. It puts a smile on my face. One of the cutest guys wanted to get to know me. We talked about everything and fell in love with each other, without even realizing it. At school, we would make faces at each other and call each other names, giving us a thrill. All it took was one night, when I was upset. A few words & tears to make me realize, I was in love... with you. I knew for sure the way I felt and it felt real. I was taken to a higher point in my life, knowing somebody actually felt the same for me. I remember those two mornings when school let out early for vacation. We left school and nobody knew where we were, it was just us together. We got to know each other well, those two days. During school there were some downfalls and it made me feel sad. The good past can't cover up the pain, only because I was hurt so much, by the guy who said... he loved me much. If so, why did he make me feel low, instead of high? Things have changed, but I love him so much, after all he... is my perfect smile.
7:27 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
As I am sitting here letting things flow through my mind, I am wondering about this particular past time. It was when I had finally learned to care for another, besides my mom, dad, and big brother. I met this guy a few years ago, He tapped me on my shoulder and said hello. From that day on, I felt real strange, I started having these feelings I really couldn't change. One day he came to me and said, He just couldn't seem to get me out of his head. So I told him I didn't know he felt the same way, And from those few little phrases for that one day, The feelings we would share I knew would stay. All of a sudden my heart felt unease, I felt like my heart started blowing in the breeze. The one I had finally learned to love, Flew away from my heart like the birds fly above. How could he tell me he loved me so, When he didn't let all of his real feelings show? Even if some of those feelings weren't all meant for me, It would have been best if he could have told me just so I could see. The hurt, the pain.. Now all I feel is, who's to blame? Is it me? Did I push him away? Or was this always meant to happen from our very first day? Now all that is left to say Is that love don't come easy and is even harder to make stay. I fell in love, and lost it, Now all I fell is that I was the cost of it. I allowed myself to fall in love, Only to just see it fly away like a beautiful white dove. Now to this day I haven't fully recovered, But I have learned how to deal with all that I've suffered. Now I have move on to someone new, One that I think I found of very few. But in my heart there will always be A faint picture of my first love and me.
9:54 AM
Missing you brings heartache And a tear to my soul. Missing you brings rays of sadnes From the depths of hell below. Missing you brings memories and smiles from long ago. Missing you brings a hopeful thought Of happiness not yet shown. Missing you brings darkness in a place beautiful and bright. Missing you brings Mr. Wrong When I'm in love with Mr. Right!
9:50 AM
Love a word often spoken but not understood To be in LOVE is to die for, to sacrifice When you're in LOVE nothing else seems to matter, you find yourself thinking more of them than yourself To LOVE is unconditional You can never put a price on LOVE Money can buy many things, LOVE isn't one of them Be thankful for for being LOVED or for LOVING, because to be LOVED is to be thought of, remembered, and when you LOVE you remember and treasure.
9:43 AM
If only I would have listened When eveyone told me not to go that far, But love was so blind. I'm always reminded of little details When i look at the scar. The memories of me and you Tear me in two. The dreams we had planned together Will never come true. The big word, "Goodbye" is what'll be said... not "I do" To the love of my life for the question you asked me (YES)
9:37 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
Sean Paul ft. Keyshia Cole - Give It Up To Me
2:37 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
Come to me in the silence of the night;
Come in the speaking silence of a dream;
Come with soft rounded cheeks and eyes as bright
As sunlight on a stream;
Come back in tears, O memory of hope, love of finished years.
O dream how sweet, too sweet, too bitter-sweet,
Whose wakening should have been in Paradise,
Where souls brim-full of love abide and meet;
Where thirsting longing eyes
Watch the slow door That opening, letting in, lets out no more.
Yet come to me in dreams, that I may live
My very life again though cold in death;
Come back to me in dreams, that I may give
Pulse for pulse, breath for breath:
Speak low, lean low,
As long ago, my love, how long ago.
2:06 AM
Hmm....The World Cup is over....The finals, which is Italy vs France,was such a boring and bad game...I don't mean to be rude or sarcastic but it's true even my brothers agreed....I prefer the 2002 World Cup...one of my favourites of course... okok i admit it brazil won that year but didn't made it through this year...sigh... this year's world cup is full of drama from david beckham throwing up in the middle of the field to zidane's headbutt....well i hope 2010 would be better but i don think coz all the hot and skilled players will retiring...well lets wait n see...
1:49 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
When the sadness and the anger subside, I look for solace in the rhymes of others; Words that sing and dance, Make noise and sparkle, Twirl and turn on the page so well that i can dip my foot in the cold, racing river, Brush away the silent winter snow from my beard, And angle that high pound test Deep into the brains; Where i can close my eyes and just fly BLIND.....
5:53 AM
For in order to be fullfilled,we must search and find the resources within ourselves.Others can assist,but none can give us inner peace.Life is not fair but we seem to expect and believe it should be. Behaviour = Emotion + Intellect We cannot,we cannot move away from what we are,then change seems to come about unnoticed.Out of perfection nothing can be made.Every process involves breaking something up . We are, each of us,angels with one wing,and we can only fly by embracing one another. Patience and time do more than strength or passion.Deliver peace with the conviction of love.Live in peace,and find your way down a new set of tracks. Cultivate the freshness of a child and the wisdom of an old man.Be young enough to know that true beauty is stored in the heart.
5:07 AM
Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
