Friday, May 04, 2007

hmm..as days pass by..i keep on thinkin if this real or reel...i think i can't handle my relationship but thank god my guy is a good person...maybe the problem lies with me..i'm juz too young..now i realize how naive i've been n how vulnarable i am plus how demanding i cn be..this is nt me..i want my life back..the gal who dont give a damn bout anythin except her studies...at last i've quit smoking...it wasnt dat hard though..now dat my mum had approve of me hevin a relationship,i tot it was the end..bt she wanted me to get married in 3yrs time..i'm nt yet 20 yet by then..oh god..i'm nt even prepared..is she for real or wat..cant blame her anyway coz she is stressed in her work..i became her punching bag eversince i was kid..
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