Saturday, November 29, 2008
The other day i got a surprise message from a friend.She juz gave birth to a baby boy. Well i wasnt surprise she was pregnant even though she tried to keep it from me initially. I got suspicious when she kept asking me about abortion and damn I was right. My instinct is always right. Despite her denial, I advise her not to abort coz the baby is innocent and how u do something so cruel when u create it. Anyway I was so glad she listened to me and she's planning to get married soon. I was very disappointed of course but it already happened anyway. When I visited her at the hospital, I just kept smiling because the baby is so cute.My heart just melt the moment I look at him. He's small since he is premature. Only 7 months. His name is Muhammad Nor Razak.
9:48 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
1)How many texts are in your inbox? 65.
2)When did your last hug take place?Last night wen orlando bloom hugs me cannot let go.
3)Are you a jealous person? Yeah but in a reasonable way.
4)Are you tired right now? DUH! 8am classes almost everyday.U think?
5)Do you chew on your straws?Nope coz I ain't a cow.
6)Have you ever been called a tease?Nope.
7)Do you like to cuddle?With the right person YES!!! So to all the perverts out there FUCK OFF!!
8)Do you cry easily?Only when i'm really hurt and upset.
9)Are you a heavy sleeper?I guess so.Ask my family members if u're interested.
10)Where is your cellphone?Beside me.
11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?currently i'm together with orlando bloom for 10 years.
12)Are you mad at someone right now?NO juz reali hurt deep down.
13)Do you believe in love at first sight?Crush At First sight? Nope maybe crush at first sight.
14)What makes you laugh no matter what?Funny jokes,funny people,funny movies and funny moment of my life.
15)Who was the last person you talked to?My 2nd brother.
16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.Jessica Alba.
17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?No but I can't stop smiling.
18)Will you get married?Ask MY GOD,ALLAH if u're interested to know.
19)When was the last time you smiled?When someone praised me.
20)Does anyone, like you?How am I suppose to know??But i do know someone who has been there when I needed him and he genuinely loves me.
21)Do you secretly like someone?Only me,myself and I plus ALLAH knows the answer.
22)Who was the first person you talked to today?Ting ting. We went to sch together.
23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?ALLAH.
24)What are you NOT looking forward to?Common Tests,exams and getting older.
25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?YES Orlando Bloom and Josh Hartnett.
26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?Nothing.He's my history and I don't give a damn.
27)Are you a forgiving person?Depends on situation but most of the time yes.
28)What’s something you really want right now?Have all the money in the world,be with the man of my dream and live happily ever after.
29)Do you fall for people easily?No.BUt when I do it's hard for me to forget.
30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?Yes but i'd never go further unless he truly loves me.
31.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?Chocalate cake.
32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?Nope.IF i did,I'm a lesbian.
33.Who was the last person you drove with?Taxi drivers coz i was rushing to sch.
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?3am.
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?Right now? And not see a certain person? Hmm the more I move away,the more the person keeps bumping to me.
36.Do you prefer to call or text?Text when I’m busy, call for important stuff.
37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?When my mum insulted me real bad to the extend i broke down.
38.Who took your profile picture?Me,myself and I.
39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?Siti Hariani.
40.Can you live a day without TV?No I was born to breath with the tv on.
41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?Forehead and neck.
42. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?Damn lethargic.
43. Who was the last person you took a picture of?Cant remember but i remebered taking a video of annabel,adele,zannah and siti in the shower room.
44. How often do you see your ex?Hardly.Only coincidence.Why should I meet him??
45. Would you ever donate blood?YES. Was supposed to last month until adele,zannah and annabel didn't want to.
46. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?Yes.Always close to guys.
47. Do you want someone dead?NOt reali.
48. What does your last text message say?Thank you.
50. What are you thinking about right now?About how miserable Iam but I still have to be bless.
51. Do you wish someone was with you right now?ALL THE TIME.
52. What time did you go to sleep last night?Is this a repeat? 3am..
53. Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?Bugis street.
54. Is someone on your mind right now?Orlando Bloom.
55. Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?YES.We played poker and blackjack in a group.It was in Thailand.Sweeet Memories.
56. Who was the last person to text you?Josh Hartnett.
57. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?Nope bt juz rotten.
58. What are you listening right now?Scientist-Coldplay.Best song ever.
59. Did you sing at all today?If I Were A Boy- Beyonce
60. When’s the last time you cried?Repeat question.Again when my mum insulted and hurled vulgarities at me.
61. Who were you with yesterday?Friends? Zannah,Annabel and Adele.
62. Do you miss anyone?Yes. Orlando Bloom and Josh Hartnett.
63. Who was the last person in your bed?Me, I’m protective.
64. Have you ever drank with your number one.I drink but who is number one?
65. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?Obviously yes.
66. Do you want someone you can’t have?Yes.
67. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?1 hour ago.
68. Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?In bed with my lappie.
69. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?I already am with Orlando Bloom
70. Do you want to tell someone something?Yes I do.
Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?ANYONE.
9:52 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Behaviour=emotion+ intellectualWe cannot change, we cannot move away from what we are,then change seems to come about almost unnoticed.Patience and time do more than strength or passion.Cultivate the freshness of a child and the wisdom of an old man.Be young enough to gaze in wonder.Be wise enough to know that true beauty is stored in the heart.So ppl juz love yourself and stay true to yourself..Stay happy always
9:20 AM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared his love,Once I was by his side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.
9:50 AM
If i get the chance to be a man just for a day..I wud chase after girls..drink beers with the guys..and when i found the right gal..i'll treat her like diamonds..i'll love her like there's no tomorrow..i'll keep my promises..i'll never hurt her coz i noe how it feels to be hurt..I think i could understand how it feels to love a girl..
9:33 AM
I will be strong ,I will be faithful'cause I'm counting on a new beginning,a reason for living,a deeper meaningAnd when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,I'll make a wish, send it to heaven then make you want to cryThe tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certaintyThat we're surrounded by the comfort and protection ofThe highest powerIn lonely hoursthe tears devour you
8:45 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
Sorrows is filling my soul today..I just feel like i'm on the verge of breaking down..It's great that i have wonderful friends but for some reason i can't open up to them..I always bottled it up..Even how much i'm hurt..I still have to put up a plastic smile..God is all i have..Its just so hard to please everyone..It's just so hard not to hurt a person..Am I really that bad..It seems that i dont recognise myself anymore..or is it that I don't reali care bout myself anymore..and how true LIFE IS NEVER FAIR...
10:47 PM
Dilemma is not something i want to gt myself into..Somehow or for some reason i'm always in that situation..i guess its just a test of life..I know dat i'm not a gd decision maker so wat if i made a decision and regret..if only there was a lil sign from GOD..i am able to make a wise decision..i'm just an ordinary teenager and even though i think like an adult but at the back of my head i've always wished i'm a newborn baby with zero responsibilities..
10:36 PM
