Well about ryan..i'm still clueless..i cant deny that i do love him but i juz couldnt trust him..my instincts tell me that he's not serious bout me and i'm nt sure i'm being paranoid or wat..he tells me he loves me all the time but y does he goes missing at times..he'll be upset when i go missing..i don't understand why is he hot and cold...I nd a sign to knw if he truly loves me.. coz i dont want to have any high hopes..i'd rather not love any1 than love some1 and gt hurt..for now i'm testing him..i'm gonna observe..i'll try not go any further emotionally.. this is so tiring..why does my love life always sucks..maybe i shud've stayed single n juz be like annabel..right now i feel like a fool..i cn no longer see the reality..im the 1 who always give advices bt now i cant even solve my own prob..hw ironic..
2:21 PM
I t's been a week since i had a war wit 2 dumb bitches who have nthg better to do..seriously they r getting into a fight over a small thing..well they started the fight and i had to fight back to defend myself..juz who the hell they think they are..i managed to slam 1 of the bitches against a bicycle n the other gt away unscattered..n nw my panda eye is healing..well this war is nt over..if that bitch wants war,come to me..if she's gonna bring her army,so will i..the main thing is i don't even know why she hates me so much..jealousy? over what?...plz give me an explaination...
2:16 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Well guess wat..ryan is out of my life and now i'm single...i'm joining the single club...my holiday was a total waste..i drank and gamble almost everyday..i'm gonna die attachment in two days only..but for now i'm gonna celebrate coz i made it to yr 2 wit my loveable buddies..i miss them..a shoutout to siti for helping me out during exam periods..haha...annabel i'm proud of u...everybodyelse c ya in april..peace out
4:46 AM
Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
